True Life Story: I Have Never Experienced Orgasm Until I Was Raped But It Cost Me My Marriage.

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This lady was raped by the leader of an armed robbery gang right in front of her husband tied to a chair….and mentioned that she had her first orgasm experience through the rape and since then her life hasn’t been the same

Read What She Wrote;

I am a Banker in my early 30’s and going through a messy divorce. I married my husband as a virgin. I have never been with any man but him until I was raped by armed robbers. I didn’t know anything about orgasm, climax or what have you because I have never experienced it. 8 years of marriage with a miserable sex life. I have two children from my marriage. It happened that we traveled to my husband’s village during last Easter period.

While in his country home by 1am in the night our house was raided by armed robbers, a gang of 7 members. It was a very terrifying experience. After collecting all the valuables at home, the leader turned to rape me.

The leader tied my husband to a chair, tore my clothe and went on to show me his manhood that he will use it on me…I was frightened. I begged him and cried but he wouldn’t listen. It was a rape that cost me my marriage.

As the guy was penetrating me, I was supposed to feel pains but that wasn’t so. I felt a kind of electrifying sensations that I have never felt in my whole life. I screamed…”oh my God!”.

As he started pounding on me, I didn’t know when I was holding him hard and begging him not to stop to the amazement of others, I was enjoying being raped by a mysterious and dangerous criminal. I was told I was screaming very hard when I wanted to cum.

Yes, I had my first orgasm through rape and since then my life hasn’t been the same. The robber took me two rounds and I came both times! I don’t know what happened, if it was my village people that cursed me, but all I can say is that I haven’t had such with my husband.

My husband gave me the beatings of my life after the robbers left. He called me unprintable names; that I am a prostitute, that he didn’t know I was an Ashewo, that he can’t marry an Ashawo. I was hospitalized for two weeks as a result of that incident and his beatings .

My husband left me at the hospital and traveled back to our matrimonial home. I was damaged. How could such a thing happen to me?  How come I was enjoying being raped and even cumming as a result of it? How could I even enjoy such act of cruelty on my body?

These were the questions I kept asking myself. When I got discharged, I met divorce papers waiting for me to sign. I tried begging my husband, involved my parents but he swore that instead of staying with me, he would rather die. He said that I am a disgrace to his life.

My husband is a rich guy,  so when our divorce news broke out and while I was denying it, he kept telling everyone one that I am a whore. It took me months to accept my predicament and move on. I am still healing and still seeing my therapist. But one thing I know is that I am not what my now ex-husband says I am. I am just a woman who was sexually starved. I did not pray to be raped, but it was the turning point of my life.

I just feel like sharing this with your readers out there since no one around here wants to give me a listening ear because my therapist said it will help me . Pls, don’t judge me, because you don’t know my pains. And do not expose the alias I used to write this story to you.

I have been officially divorced late last month. I just want you all to wish me well with my new life while I move on… I pray to find a good partner that will accept me in the nearest future if the universe allows me to be a wife again.

ANONYMOUS.

 

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